So I'm taking this survey for college for career center and I get to this question. My first reaction was getting a bit flustered. I didn't expect this question to have this many choices. The choices written out in front of me made me start thinking, at some point when I was 12 I did … Continue reading Choices…Definitions…Labels
Category: fear
Back To The Beginning
Back to square one for me. Depressed after another relapse. Relapse in all aspects of my current life situation. Had to ask myself some serious questions instead abt who I am. Do I really even know? Do I keep just searching for who I am in the people around me and validation from external sources? Do … Continue reading Back To The Beginning
The Never Ending Search For Identity
Recently, I'm coming across people searching for who they are more often than I ever have in my life previously. Maybe I'm just noticing it more because I've been more dedicated than ever to try to figure out the same thing myself, maybe I recognize it for what it is when I see someone going … Continue reading The Never Ending Search For Identity
WHERE IS MY BLUE PEN
As I said I surrender my will to the Higher Power last night, something inside of me didn't like it. The word surrender, I didn't like it. Why the hell should I surrender. Does the Higher Power even exist, or was this all orchestrated so I can say I surrender. So I would have to … Continue reading WHERE IS MY BLUE PEN
