Back to square one for me. Depressed after another relapse. Relapse in all aspects of my current life situation. Had to ask myself some serious questions instead abt who I am. Do I really even know? Do I keep just searching for who I am in the people around me and validation from external sources? Do … Continue reading Back To The Beginning
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Deep Breath….Just Breath
I was feeling pretty shitty today, just down and angry. I was angry at everyone, everyone in my life. For nothing in particular, just for not being like me, i guess. That's the reason i was feeling like they were all against me. It's like they were telling me that i just need to admit … Continue reading Deep Breath….Just Breath
WHERE IS MY BLUE PEN
As I said I surrender my will to the Higher Power last night, something inside of me didn't like it. The word surrender, I didn't like it. Why the hell should I surrender. Does the Higher Power even exist, or was this all orchestrated so I can say I surrender. So I would have to … Continue reading WHERE IS MY BLUE PEN